Freaking Out, Episode 209

well, it's safe to say that i am an emotional ping pong ball right now. irritable at work, crying at home, exhausted.

my goal this weekend, since we were home with no real plans, was to "finish the nursery." you should see it still- pitiful.

part of it is that it is physically taxing to do almost anything at this point. getting out of bed, putting on socks, going to the bathroom, walking down the hall, etc. all momentous tasks. i'm a bit tired of feeling tired, i think.

and i am feeling overwhelmed by all that still needs to get done...nothing is finished off my list of things to check off and we have only 5 weeks (or less, if bebe comes early). somehow despite all the time and energy we've put in, and though we've made progress, nothing can be totally checked off.

and that makes me bonkers.

i'm tired when i get home from work and just want to lie like a fat zombie in front of the tv, but i have phone calls to make, appts to arrange, a house to attempt to put back together, blah, blah, blah.

whine and complain, i know. but i am still over all doing fine and feeling good and now there's some promise of sunshine and warmth, so that's good.

thanks for bearing with my case of the mondays. :)